January has been a busy month for storytelling– dusting off old stories, rehearsing new ones, attending to related business correspondence. Last week I was pressed for time, polishing a story for its public debut, when I heard a little thump. I peeked through the French doors onto the deck. A tiny olive gray creature, scarcely bigger than a hummingbird, lay stunned and shivering where it fell after flying into the glass.

It was a male Golden-crowned Kinglet, with a bright orange and gold crown. They favor coniferous forest; this one was likely nesting in the grove of cedar, hemlock, and Douglas Fir in our backyard. Kinglets are monogamous, and raise two broods each season. As soon as the first nestlings can fly, Mama Bird lays another batch. While she protects the new eggs, Papa feeds up to ten fledglings until they can take care of themselves. Good Daddy!

Perhaps the little bird was an adolescent, driving too fast on his first solo flight, or maybe he was an exhausted frantic father trying to feed his hungry brood. Birds are delicate, and often die of stress. Not wanting to frighten it, I didn’t open the door, but I kept watch through the glass for neighborhood cats and hungry crows. What would happen, I wondered, to the fledglings if their Papa died? How might his mate manage as a single parent when the next brood hatched?
As The Bard said, all the world is a stage. Everywhere tiny dramas–life and death performances–are played out. Most will never be witnessed or even imagined, completely lost in the big picture. Or worse, they will be observed by cold and uncaring eyes.

On my deck, in city streets, in our wealthy country, and all over the world, baby birds are not the only creatures who slip between the cracks, with no voice, and no champion to speak out for them or watch over them.

I turned for an instant to check the clock. When I looked again, the little bird was gone. My eyes stung with tears of relief. Someone looking through the glass onto my deck would see only a few bird droppings, but to me it’s a reminder that life can get messy. Not everyone has a safety net. Not every story has a happy ending. Sometimes we can only look helplessly through the glass at the world’s suffering. But sometimes it falls within our power to change the world, one tiny story at a time.

Something to think about.

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All words and images c2013 Naomi Baltuck
Beautiful words for a world we take for granted so often, our world of nature . Yet the thought of how we treat our fellow human beings and how we let them slip through the cracks is quite devastating to me..but as my hubs says I am a bleeding heart and would have a houseful of strangers if he would let me…and I guess I would at that.
By: lenwilliamscarver on January 20, 2013
at 12:29 am
Thank you, Len.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 8:59 pm
What beautiful photos of his regal plumage! Maybe he’s common to you, but I’ve never seen one. The nature center where I volunteer has all kinds of window stickers for cutting down on bird crashes. They are made of clear plastic, so they’re not too noticeable to us, but they’re thick and visible to birds. If you haven’t got any, it might be something to invest in….for all the bird generations to come!
By: scillagrace on January 20, 2013
at 12:40 am
Hi Scilla,
Since moving to the Pacific Northwest, I have missed Cardinals and Eastern Blue Jays most of all. But I love birdwatching out my back window, and can identify many species that I don’t remember seeing back east–like Stellar Jays and Golden-crowned Kinglets. I saw my first Pileated Woodpecker in the apple tree just outside my bedroom window.
I have found a website that sells window stickers that are supposed to be invisible to humans, but visible to birds, and have some on order!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:03 pm
Well done on the stickers! Imitating the Cardinal’s mating call was my dad’s way of whistling to get our attention. I used it on my kids, too, but they didn’t “get it” until we moved from So Cal back to Illinois.
By: scillagrace on January 20, 2013
at 9:11 pm
I remember my mom trying to teach us to imitate a Cardinal–it is a very distinct call. As a Girl Scout leader, when I had to gather the troop, I kept it simple. I’d caw like a crow, and suddenly be surrounded by a “murder” of little cawing Girl Scouts. I don’t know why that amused me so much, but it did!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:20 pm
Hysterical!
By: scillagrace on January 21, 2013
at 1:35 am
True words, Naomi. I’m glad your bird survived (I found one yesterday who did not, sadly). But your observation that things are going to be difficult for many is so very true.
By: Elyse on January 20, 2013
at 12:47 am
Dear Elyse,
Thank you for visiting, and sharing your thoughts. Thinking about your little bird.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:06 pm
Oh, beautiful lesson! . . . and I LOVE a happy ending!
By: storytellermary on January 20, 2013
at 1:13 am
Dear Mary,
I am so glad that at least this little fellow had a happy ending, and because of that, so did his mate and babies. It reminds me of the African folk tale, “All Things Are Connected.” We truly are, and one sad story can start a chain of sorrow that affects so many! But we were lucky this time. I so appreciate your visit, and generous comments.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:08 pm
Thanks for the happy ending…this time around.
By: humanTriumphant on January 20, 2013
at 1:42 am
Yes, sometimes that’s all we can hope for, a happy ending this time around. I appreciate your stopping by and sharing your thoughts.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:11 pm
One dear, sweet blessing!
By: mary grace ketner on January 20, 2013
at 1:49 am
Thank you, Mary. Wishing you lots of happy endings, big and small.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:12 pm
Beautiful from start to finish but I be you knew I would love this post
XO
I have a house full of windows no curtains and a few accidents happen but now they are so spoiled they throw themselves at the glass for MORE FOOD poor babies
Eunice
By: nutsfortreasure on January 20, 2013
at 2:22 am
Dear Eunice,
Thank you so much. I saw a movie of a robin throwing itself against a house window again and again. In this case it was fighting off a rival in its territory, not realizing that it was only a reflection of himself.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:14 pm
By: nutsfortreasure on January 20, 2013
at 9:15 pm
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:20 pm
Is The Thinker wondering why no girl has kissed him? ;o)
By: loganbruin on January 20, 2013
at 2:35 am
That was terrific Naomi.
By: The Wanderlust Gene on January 20, 2013
at 3:19 am
Thank you, Meredith. So nice to hear form you. I hope you are well.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:14 pm
Touching and wondrous. Here in the U.P. it has been slowing steadily for more than 24 hours. No darling kinglets in my yard!
By: leecarlsonyoga on January 20, 2013
at 3:25 am
Dear Lee,
I do envy you all that snow! We have been having a cold snap, which for us means the thirties, and frost on the grass. Next week back to rain. Are you cross country skiing? Are you getting any official Snow Days, or is that business as usual?
So good to hear from you. I’ll be talking to you soon.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:23 pm
He’s absolutely beautiful, Naomi! I’m so glad he survived
By: diannegray on January 20, 2013
at 4:08 am
Thank you, Dianne. I was so afraid he wouldn’t–I had a female Golden-crowned Kinglet who flew into the window several years ago, and she didn’t make it. It’s good to know that, somewhere out there in that huge grove of trees, someone’s Daddy is coming home.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:27 pm
Thank you for keeping an eye on this sweet little bird. So colorful! I’m glad you shared him with us, and for your tender heart.
By: pattisj on January 20, 2013
at 4:22 am
Dear Patti,
Thank you for your very generous thoughts.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:29 pm
How extraordinary that this bird chose your window to run into Naomi. The intersections of our lives. And the message you received….how extraordinary. Thank you.
By: Beverly on January 20, 2013
at 5:16 am
Hi Beverly!
I know a storyteller when I hear one. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, and your unique perspective. How are you doing? Wishing you well!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:32 pm
Just what I needed….thanks for sharing this today, Naomi ♥ Beautiful pics, too!
By: stuffitellmysister on January 20, 2013
at 5:23 am
Thank you, Paula, for your visit, and for taking the time to share your thoughts. It’s always good to hear from you.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:34 pm
This was great to read. Thanks for the lesson.
By: TheOthers1 on January 20, 2013
at 5:30 am
Thank you for visiting, and taking the time to share your thoughts, Chantel.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:35 pm
What a beautiful story, Naomi. And love the photos too. The last sentence is so touching.
By: Lisa at fLVE on January 20, 2013
at 7:49 am
Thank you, Lisa!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:36 pm
Well said. This time, though, it seems that the accident did have a happy ending.
By: ShimonZ on January 20, 2013
at 8:17 am
Thank you, Shimon!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:38 pm
Well done for keeping an eye on the little fellow. My parents have big windows at the front and back of their house and birds fly into them all the time because they think they can just fly right through the house. You can tell when they’ve been there because their feathers leave interesting imprints on the glass.
By: Sas on January 20, 2013
at 9:22 am
I have heard about that–in fact, that might be what is happening here, as the French doors are opposite the big living room windows. I have stickers on order to ward off birds, although the sticker on the kitchen window didn’t keep a Varied Thrush from flying into it and stunning itself, poor thing. Thank you so much for visiting, and taking the time to comment.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:41 pm
I love your integrated imagery of words and pictures.
Shakti
By: Shakti Ghosal on January 20, 2013
at 9:58 am
Thank you so much. I have always just told my stories alive in a performance setting, or written them in books using just printed words, but blogging has offered me a new way of telling stories, using both words and photographic images, and I have enjoyed it very much.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:44 pm
Beautiful post.
By: footsy2 on January 20, 2013
at 10:15 am
Thank you, Footsy! Hey, I heard you are in the midst of a huge blizzard over there. Are you okay? I hope you are staying warm and cozy!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:45 pm
Lovely, as always. And life can change at a moment’s notice; a neighbor died this week, totally unexpectedly.
By: laurastanfill on January 20, 2013
at 10:29 am
Hi Laura,
Thank you for your kind words, as always. So sorry about your neighbor. It is shocking. Maybe because I lost my dad suddenly when I was eight, I don’t take anything for granted. The neighbors probably think we’re silly, but when someone in our family pulls out of our driveway or heads off for a walk, we always look back and wave, because we know someone will be standing at the front window sending us off with a wave and a blown kiss. It’s not ‘just in case’, but ‘just because.’
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:50 pm
Wow, Naomi. I love how your family honors your father’s memory by that simple gesture of waving to each other. Too often we forget to share affection and let our loved ones know we’ll miss them when they’re gone, even if it’s only for a trip around the block. Thank you for sharing your story.
By: laurastanfill on January 20, 2013
at 10:51 pm
Thank you for sharing your thoughts, Laura. It’s funny how loaded our lives are with backstories. Most of them are buried deep within the heart and only find their way to the surface through these little rituals, traditions, and, yes, quirks.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 11:37 pm
perfect bodyline that bird – no weight watchers idea, just being himself …
By: frizztext on January 20, 2013
at 11:43 am
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:50 pm
I hope it was a young bird’s first risky solo flight and he will recover soon – as often seen at my own window …
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What would happen, I wondered, to the fledglings if their Papa died? How might his mate manage as a single parent when the next brood hatched?
By: frizztext on January 20, 2013
at 11:45 am
Hi Frizz,
Thank you for stopping by, and sharing your thoughts.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:52 pm
Those small moments are often the most wondrous. I’m glad he is okay.
By: 4amWriter on January 20, 2013
at 12:53 pm
You’re right about that. It’s good to celebrate every little victory–they aren’t so small to the survivors, and their kin. I really appreciate your visit, and your taking the time to share your thoughts.
PS I really like the new look on your blog. I had fun visiting there yesterday.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:53 pm
Beautiful post, Naomi, which has caused me to shed a tear this morning.
By: crazytraintotinkytown on January 20, 2013
at 1:24 pm
Thank you so much for your kind words! That means a lot to me.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:54 pm
Thanks for the great post, Naomi. Good message, beautifully written.
By: Pat on January 20, 2013
at 4:59 pm
Thank you, Pat. Are you settling back in? It sounds like you got out just in time–my sister in Michigan says it has been snowing for 24 hours straight, and that it was zero degrees the day before yesterday, and the temp had gone up to 4 degrees yesterday. What a different world you are in right now!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 9:55 pm
We have a hard time remembering what it is like. Today it felt cold – lower 70′s.
We flew back on Jan. 2 so we have settled nicely into our winter routine. What I am loving are all the photo-taking opportunities.
By: Pat on January 20, 2013
at 10:49 pm
Everything is relative, isn’t it? I hope to be seeing the fruits of your labors in your blog soon!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 11:33 pm
We’ve found a few stunned birds resting under our windows over the years, and I remember silently encouraging them back into the air on the other side of the glass. I like your analogy about the many beings falling between the cracks, and can only hope they will receive as much encouragement and support as we give to our wounded feathered friends. Your post and photographs were beautiful!
Elisa
By: elisaruland on January 20, 2013
at 10:10 pm
Thank you so much for stoping by and sharing your thoughts, Elise. I always appreciate hearing your perspective.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 20, 2013
at 10:16 pm
The cold eyes of the gnome, watching over life and death in the garden.
By: Geek Goddess on January 21, 2013
at 4:29 am
Thanks for stopping by! There’s nothing like looking at someone’s reading list to realize you have much more in common with someone than you thought! Love your blog!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 21, 2013
at 5:07 am
Whew I’m glad the little guy is okay. And yes, the gnome looks so uncaring. What a wonderful reminder since it turned out well. You never know what will happen. Enjoy the now.
By: TBM on January 21, 2013
at 2:51 pm
I never realized until that day how scary-looking that little gnome was! Thank you for visiting, and for sharing your thoughts!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 21, 2013
at 5:14 pm
Golly, what a handsome fellow. Glad to hear he was able to leave on his own steam. Sounds like the visit happened quickly. At least you have proof your imagination wasn’t playing with you: the calling card. Ha ha.
My, you take wonderful photos, Naomi!
By: Let's CUT the Crap! on January 21, 2013
at 9:50 pm
Calling card? Oh, my, yes, that’s one way to put it! I thought about washing it away, but have actually left it there as a little reminder, because these things are such fleeting occurrences that sometimes it helps to have a visual reminder. But that’s the beauty of photography. Thanks so much for stopping by, Tess,
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 28, 2013
at 4:28 am
Lovely story Naomi. A poignant reminder that stories are always there for the taking–good and bad–if we have the courage to look. But like the birds, the levels of stress we carry limits how much we can shoulder. Some can take more than others, but in the end we all need to chose the stories we can’t ignore and learn to tell them. Thanks as always for words of courage that you share.
By: Sabrina Garie on January 21, 2013
at 11:00 pm
Hi Sabrina,
Said like a true storyteller. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts–they always offer a wise and interesting perspective.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 28, 2013
at 4:30 am
Lovely!
Oh, and I LOVE those little punk rock birds!
By: Fish & Bicycles on January 22, 2013
at 6:17 pm
I saw MOHAWK too!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 22, 2013
at 6:19 pm
How very true Naomi. Glad this one had a happy ending. A beautiful and very Baltuck interpretation
By: Madhu on January 22, 2013
at 9:25 pm
Thank you, Madhu!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 23, 2013
at 1:15 am
Naomi, this is a profoundly beautiful, moving, caring post. I am touched to the core of my being. Lovely!
By: Jamie Dedes on January 22, 2013
at 10:02 pm
Dear Jamie,
Thank you so much!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 24, 2013
at 7:43 am
Good looking bird. The colorful plummage stands out. Most of the birds I see in Texas are grey and black. Exciting post my friend.
By: Island Traveler on January 24, 2013
at 9:32 am
I’m so happy that little Kinglet was able to fly off again. He’s so beautiful. Love your post and way of looking at the world.
By: adinparadise on January 25, 2013
at 1:37 am
Thank you, AD! That familiar sound–something soft hitting the window–I don’t hear very often, but it is one that I dread. It almost always means I will be facing another little story of life or death. I am so happy when the bird rests a moment before picking itself up and winging its way back home.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 25, 2013
at 1:55 am
I’m so glad the fledgling survived. We get a lot of birds hitting our back windows (which is why they’re covered now in stickers, to my teen-aged son’s embarrassment) and it’s always an anxious wait to see how they do. You’re right – sometimes the story doesn’t always end well. But it’s good that this little guy had you nearby ready to scare off any predators.
Would that we all had such a conscientious guardian angel
By: kathy on January 25, 2013
at 5:30 am
I am sure that you get to do some serious birdwatching in the greenbelt. After seeing the photos of the lynx family in your yard, I am now convinced you live in the equivalent of a wildlife sanctuary. Thanks for the visit!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 26, 2013
at 1:21 am
How do I love thee post? Let me count the ways:
-photos of bird > so, so dear
-informative data
-your concern and compassion for even the smallest (insignifigant) among us
-reference to fine literature, cultural sophistication
-Deep thoughts: life & death perspective; isolation of life; brutality of day-to-day existence, yet hopeful message; shit happens and that’s not necessarily a bad thing
-HUMOR: “cold and uncaring eyes” of a truly creep gnome; “life can get mess” with a pile of bird poo
This is Pulitzer material if you ask me.
-Nikki
By: nikki hill on January 25, 2013
at 4:28 pm
Dear Nikki,
Thank you for the best comment EVER (even if it doesn’t win a Pulizter)!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 26, 2013
at 1:14 am
So true Naomi. I hope that bird had a happy ending and returned to the nest.
By: Kourtney Heintz on January 26, 2013
at 7:36 pm
Hi Kourtney,
My thoughts followed the little bird too, and I can only just hope that it made it safely home again. Thanks for the visit.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 28, 2013
at 4:33 am
Oh my goodness, my heart jumped into my throat when you said the bird hit the glass. Whenever birds hit windows and break their necks it breaks my heart. Glad this little guy was ok and what a handsome one at that. Wonderful post Naomi about looking out for the little guys too
By: nymuse88 on January 27, 2013
at 9:50 pm
Thank you! It is a sound that is familiar to me, and it is always a relief when they recover and head for home. Many years ago an adolescent Cooper’s Hawk flew into our side window, and it didn’t survive. It was such a magnificent creature–we took into both kids’ classes and the children studied it, and sketched it, and then we gave it a proper funeral.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 28, 2013
at 4:37 am
I read these words and I know they can only be written by someone who has compassion. It’s one of those virtues I most value in my friends.
That said, Monogamous kinglets for the win!
By: tita buds on January 30, 2013
at 7:02 am
Hi Tita,
I have a soft spot in my heart for the wild creatures who mate for life and stick around to take care of their little ones. Thank you so much for the visit, and your thoughtful comments.
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 31, 2013
at 11:23 pm
wooo its yellow head is quite sharp! ha
By: II 4S Aopmrdd on January 31, 2013
at 4:13 pm
Very sporty!
By: Naomi Baltuck on January 31, 2013
at 4:18 pm
yes sporty too~
By: II 4S Aopmrdd on January 31, 2013
at 11:15 pm
Absolutely beautiful!!!!
By: ilargia64 on February 2, 2013
at 10:35 pm
Thank you!
By: Naomi Baltuck on February 2, 2013
at 11:02 pm
Such empathy for the little bird. Reminded me of two incidents – I found a stunned little chickadee outside my window, picked it up and stroked it’s little head in sadness when lo and behold he stirred and staggered to his little feet in the palm of my hand. I set him somewhere safe and then watched from the window until he flew away.
The other is notes from my mother’s diary that tell of a loon stranded on the ice. She wrote it over several days, a week or so as she watched the drama play out. She tried to reach it, but, sadly this loon did not survive.
By: Lynne Ayers on February 4, 2013
at 4:04 pm
Dear Lynne,
Thank you for sharing your story, and your mother’s story. I am glad yours had a happy ending. So sad your mom’s did not–it must have been agonizing for her to watch that drama played out and feel so helpless to intercede.
By: Naomi Baltuck on February 4, 2013
at 5:02 pm
It was, you could hear it in her writing.
By: Lynne Ayers on February 4, 2013
at 7:49 pm
SO glad the little one flew away safely, Naomi. He must have felt your sheltering thoughts.
By: Marion Driessen on February 5, 2013
at 4:18 pm
Love your pictures….the little sparrow
By: vastlycurious.com on February 12, 2013
at 12:36 am
Thank you! I appreciate the visit, and the time you took to comment.
By: Naomi Baltuck on February 12, 2013
at 12:37 am
Thats what this its all about for me : ))
By: vastlycurious.com on February 12, 2013
at 12:39 am